the last goodbye..

Internet is so darn slow. I cant believe that I cant even download a single song on my limewire. Well cant get everything in this world as people say it. I really dont know whats making me writing or updating my blog at this kind of hour. Let see well Im leaving in a couple of days and Im kind of like prepared. Well physically im prepared but mentally thats the hard part. I have to overcome it so that I can be prepared for anything.

Today well I had the day to myself. Got up early around 5 am. One thing is that I really cant sleep nowdays I just dont know why but I just cant. Insomia as people say it, but I dont think so. Its just that I have so many stuff in my head that sharing it with others wont mean anything. Im stuck. I should get use to it already. Im suppose to be a pro at this kind of stuff. ArgH!!!.. Well today I went to Tourism Malaysia. Yes the place where enjoyment and amazing vacation package that is been offered by the goverment. The reason why I went there is because I needed to get stuff that shows Malaysia, the true symbolic traditional thingy of machigy.. So I got not one but a 100 postcards, 100 bookmarks, and 100 pin that says visit Malaysia 2007. No offence, thanks for the 300 gift but what am I suppose to do with it. Im like suprise that they gave me a bunch of gift. Well i'll find a way to solve this matter.

Around 9.30am I arrived at KL Central. Took a bus to bandar utama, One Utama shopping mall. I arrived kind of early. Today seems to be on time and very early and puntual. HahaHa.. Isn't that me?.. haha perasan.. So I was waiting for Rizwan my friend. Who his Birthday is on the 4th of January. I treat him with some good american meal at TGI Fridays. Spend like aorund 2 hours with him just eating, drinking, talking and alot more. Before that I had to wait for this bugger like 3 hours. Well its not his fault. The plan was we meet at OU around 1 pm. So I was kind of early. HEhe.. So I decided to top up my prepaid and call every single teacher that is in my mobile phone book. I called Pn. Sa'adiah, Pn. Azwin, Pn. Fadhilah and En. Saiful. All of them thank god were in good health and good shape. To hear a teacher voice really means alot to me. Even sometimes I etend to be a rebel towards them HaHa!! but they were the one who gave me believe and strenghness towards me to do something miracle and unexpected. I told them that I got the exchange student program and stuff and they were happy and la la la.. That was basically my last goodbye to them. Kind of sad but hey things come and things go and in this situation I cant do anything about it. I dont know when I'll meet them or hear there voice anymore but I cant promise but I will try to remember them and help them. After I had the last saying of goodbye I was so bloody bored so I just went to GSC and watch Night At The Museum for the 2nd time ALONE!!.. as always.. hmph.. Well sat and watch the movie but later I was getting kind of bored and kind of like abit alone. So 30 minutes after the show I just went back to the exit door and just went to MPH.. Well for me if I'm bored and nothing else to do I just go to MPH bbokstore and find some stuff to read or do.. Huh..

Then rizwan mum came and fetch us. I went to rizwan and in the afternoon do the things that I normally do but nowdays seems to be not anymore which is playing football. I met everyone and ya again said the last goodbye. Night time me with a couple of my friends went to my teacher house for some gathering and eating stuff. Well im so flattered that teacher would gave up couple of her time just to have a simple party. THANKS TEACH!!!.. To tell you the truth I was really not in the mood. I just shut up and just zip my mouth. I dont know why but ya. Im not in the mood of doing anything. After the party again me and my friends went to MMZ. (its a mamak restaurant k). hahah.. I kind of like belanja everyone.. Giving people food or a treat just makes me feel happy. Helping people is my happy do things list. Then came azrul, acap and khairul I belanja them as well and really made me happy seeing them. I just love treating people, I dont know why but I just love it. (that is if i Have alot of money in my pocket la)..

Later on that night around 10.30 I went back to rizwan house. Sat outside and tallk for the last time. Tmrw I'll be like busy with everything. So I decided why dont we just sit outside and have a man 2 man talk. Well We discuss lots of stuff about our life, college, future and girlfriends (hahaha)... But to think about it that will be my last talk with him. Sure maybe after this we will talk but not going to be the same. hmph.. So I said my last goodbye and ya. That was it. Got home like around 11.45.. So today or thursday as i persume I'll be packing and kind of busy.

Theres this part of me that seems to be fading away. I cant hardly speak that I kind of like understand whats going on. Let me ask you something, do you ever had the feeling of doing something bad but it wasn't that bad and makes you feel that was it your fault or wasn't it?. If it was your fault, what would you do? Say sorry to some one. But that just seems dull. Saying sorry is nothing anymore nowdays. If you didn't do it, what would you do to make that person believe in you?. Is it just give in yourself by admitting that it was your fault. I dont know. Sometime you look into yourself and wonder what did I do wrong or what made others hate me. Sometimes you will think that from all the nice things that you've done to a person they will only look at the minor mistake that you've done. Is that fair?. Ya, I know that fairness doesnt mean anything nowdays. But.. hmph.. Well when you put so much trust and believe into someone it will just hurt you no matter what. To fix it back is hard. Its hard for me to trust people nowdays if they end up doing bad things towards me or look at me in a different way. I want to trust people but people make me not to trust them, and when this happen its very hard for to renew or fix the hurt and pain that I have to carry. I gave to many chances, believes, trust to so many people this past few days, month, year and bla bla bla. Should I stop and not to trust people. NO!!. I'll be carefull in the future. Pick the wright friends that you know that they're heart are sincere and honest to you. Pick the friends that they would want to be friends with me because of who I am and not of what I have. Pick the friends that you know that they will have your back and I will have they're back anytime and anywhere. And the most important thing of all is to have friends that they will never break that trust bonding that a group of friends will have. Cause trust is everything. When you have trust, everything will run smoothly..

Well I'm off... I'll update my blog in like 2 weeks time I guest.. Take care, bye..

New Years Resolution..

2006, What a hell of a year. Lots of ups and downs. Lots of believe and trust disappear. I was lost this year even so I accomplish things or stuff that no one else could have. I was surrounded by people, so many of them that it feels like when I'm in a circle I still feel lonely, alone and lost. No one really knew how I felt or how I live my life. Maybe some of them know but not that much. Well cant do anything about. I have no idea why that this year I would say that is the worst year of my life but again to think of it in a positive way what happened to me this year with all the cruel thing that people do to me made me a strong, better, mature person. Every time I always remind myself that if I want to achieve something that is so amazing and that you would always dream about, you have to face challenges. Not just any challenges but big ones. Even so I have to carry the pain that is in me. Cause in the end the pain that you carry along towards your goal will fade away. The pain that always remember of what people do to me or cruel things that people do to me will one day fade away. So I remind myself to just be brave, strong, believe and hope so that your principals and dream will stay strong and come true.
Eliot wiggington once quoted that 'life isn't worth living unless you're willing to take big chances and go for broke'. Well that is absolutely true. If your willing to take big chances and go for broke as well then that is what you call life. Well to sum up the year 2006 I could just say that even I had a crappy year, even so I was lost and been a human object to others but it didn't stop me from achieving the things that I want. It made me a better person a stronger one as well. So I'm glad that bad things happen to me, so call big problem that now days seems so little and not big anymore to me seems to be a small matter. I learn that to be a great person you need to face challenges in life to reach your goal, your light and your dream.

So the year 2007, my new year resolution is that Achieve something big. I know that and realise that along the road to achieve the glory takes time and patient and lots of bumpy road. But it doesn't matter if that is what I want that so let it be. The start of the new year I'm going to a country where desire, dreams will come true and me starting a new chapter of my life. I'm going to America. What a great way to start my new year. A new chapter. My desire is that I want a good education and knowledge so that I could achieve my dreams and my goal and share it with others. From this time I don't care if I have to start from the bottom or to struggle cause I know that i the end it will pays off. Another thing that I desire is to help people. Planning to join a charity organisation. Now days I see that people are having hard times facing through life. So i thought to myself by helping them and give a hand. Another thing is that I desire to pursue my dreams of being a Lawyer. Insyallah with nothing blocking me I'm going to take LAW and see how it goes from there. These are my main things that I would like to lay out. Other stuff about wanting to change, forget, or somethings that relates to that well I'm trying to do it. No doubt in my mind that I will forget things that disturbs me, will forget what people do to me and at the same time will forgive them. Plus I will change to a better person. That I promise. I promise to be a better person, matured, rational and a positive person. Maybe if anyone who knew me they will surprise by me saying that. Well there's a lot more that you didn't know about me. I keep my stuff to myself. If I attend to tell I just lie and let me handle the problem. Cause my problem are my business and my responsibilities. John F. Kennedy once say that (well I would like list down all his quotes)

a.. 'forgive your enemy, but never forget their names'
b.. 'a day when a baby boy was born that's the day he becomes a man and handle his responsibilities'
c.. 'our problem are man made, therefore they may be solved by man, No problem of human destiny is beyond human beings'

These words represent life. I take these words and remind me on how to overcome things. Well let say that I'm hoping to enjoy my new year of 2007 with a BANG!!. Achieving things that no one can is on top of my list. Well to put it in words it means unreasonable man or different than others what Nelson Mandela says. So I'm going full fill my dreams and hold it. Well this is my last blog for 2006. After this I don't think that I have the time to update it. I'll be kind of busy with the America trip and stuff.. But I will be activating my other blog which you can check it out on http://america7.blogspot.com. Please do check it out especially for those who knew me and wonder where did I go?.. hahaha.. So my msg to my close friend or anyone is to take care and be happy. Happy new year.. arrerdenvinchi..

Very,Very,Very tiring weekend... but FUN!!!..

Why didn't I update my blog for 3 days.. Hmph.. Lets??.. >thinking< AH! hA!.. 1... had no time...
2... My bro took the computer..
3... The main thing is that I went to Penang... =)...

Firday... 22/12/06 Send my parents to the airport and off to New Zealand and me being home alone again... wohoo!!!.. Love being home alone but at the same time it sucks.. but no worrys I got plenty of time and space for me to do my research about malaysia, afs, and basically get prepared for America and catching up to do on my dvd collection.. damn I'm enjoying myself..

Saturday.. 23/12/06
Went to station Duta took a bus to Penang.. and Yes I took a bus, Have a problem with that?.. Shish some k.l brats are just so bloody brats.. hahaha.. Arrive at station duta at around 9.45 went on the bus to Butterworth aorund 10.30 thank god there was an oppening in the bus... Kalau tak, tak balik la.. The bus was very comfortable, very relaxing as well.. Even so it was nice but I couldn't sleep. The journey was like 5 hours. So luckily I have my iPod. Which is my bestfriend. HAHAH.. Arrive in Penang at around emm 3.30.. It was a very beautiful day and when your in Penang the only thing that pops up in your mind are the beautiful sunny ocean. Maybe for some penangrians the sea for them is nothing but for KLrians like me, I mean like wow!.. hahaha.. No offence but between the sea in penang I mostly like the ones that is in Terrenganu.. REALLY BEAUTFIUL!!.. Enough about that. Coninue on with my journal.. Then my cousin came and fecth us at the bus station in Butterworth.. It has been a very,very,very long time I havent seen my cousin a year or something. Well goota give credit to my cousin he has this very cool car that you can only buy it America. Really old school pumping, speeding automobile some sort of like a MUSTANG!... The best part of being in Penang is that I get the chance to see my grand dad. It has been a year as well. Well with my parents off in New Zealand I thought this will be a great chance for me to go and see my fav granddad. Oh gosh I really do miss him. Get over it Faisal. You need to get use to it.

Sunday.. 24/12/06
Well I only spend like 2 days and one night in Penang. So this is like my final day in Penang. (sad). mY cousin (haire) took me and my sis to some shopping mall in penang.. Emm megamall penang i think. Well we went bowling. My cousin took a video of us playing bowling and do leave a comment if I upload the video. Because in the video, when it came to my turn I professionally hit a strike.. HAHAHA.. After we played bowling we went to like a funky hang out place and we eat,eat,eat,eat and eat.. I think I spend alot of time in Penang just eat.. and ya its christmas eve..

Monday 25/12/06 >christmas<
Its 12.00 am and I'm on the bus back to K.L.. and yes I took the midnight bus. Really adventurous and peacefull taking the bus at night. It was kind of sad leaving and saying goodbye to my granddad and my cousin. I dont know when Im ever going to see them again. I hope soon. Taking the bus at night was kind of cold, the bus driver i think was a bit HIGH!! base on the facts that he drove really,really,really fast.. But the highway during midnight was so dark and no CARS.. hahhaah.. ARRIVE at station duta around 4.30am.. Took a cab to KL sentral.. From there Spend around 2 hours trying to sleeping and just sitting around.. Luckily 7 elevens was open. Had a bit coffee and some sandwhiches.. Then took the bus home and arive home around 7.15am.. The term HOME SWEET HOME really do means alot to me. As what the term in malay is rumahku, syurgaku..haha.. When I arrive home only god knows how sleepy I was.. Dahla I tak tidur 30 hours straight.. Aiyo.. =(.. So I slept from 8.00am till 12.00pm. I know sekejap je kan.. Well thats it. That was my long journey weekend.. Now is 11.16pm on monday night. Updating my blog. Home alone and feeling kind of emm how could I put it into words. Lonely emm dah biasa, maybe just never had the house to myself for 4 month and when I have the house to myself it feels great I guest.. Well thats all.. I'll update my blod soon.. remember to check my other blog realting to the america yes program which you can check it out on http://america7.blogspot.com.. On that website You can check every single detail and background on what Im going to do before I go and how fun the journey is.. well gtg.. bye..

note..
a. K.L central was very peacefull and takder orang so i had the place to myself.. b. Photos from penang are in my sis camera so it will take a while..
c. Im not that ready for the America trip..
d. Go and check out this movie called the lake house its really nice..

'floods'

Its a thursday and damn.. I'm so bloody bored, but its windy.. Thank god that theres a big sliding door beside me.. One thing for sure it is so nice and cooling when you got the wind while writing something or doing something.. So what have you've been doing today?.. reading?, partying?, on9?, or what?.. Oh ya tonight is the nelly furtado single nights out ryte?.. hmph.. cant go.. well if I wanted so I dont have a partner to go with.. and besides tmrw my parents are off to new zealand.

One thing that capture my eye this week is the news about the flood thats happening in the south and north of Malaysia.. Well its nothing suprising if its happening at the north of Malaysia but at the south.. Hmph I'm kind of suprise.. Not usually that floods happened in the south of peninsular of Malaysia.. and thats weird.. Well what ever it is we should feel sorry for them for what they have to go through. We should appreciate what we have at the moment as we speek. Lots of things and tragedies are happening around us and we as human being should help and show our concern towards them.. On the lest is a photo that I got from bbc news showing an old lady carrying some valuable stuff as bbc told.. Belongings and valuable items are missing and its hard enough for them to feel and to live this way. With water rising to their houses, electricity been cut off, water supplys are being poluted and pluss they have to live in a emergency placement or well its hard for me to say this but a refugees camp.. If I was a millionaire I will do everything that is possible to help them, but unfortunatly I cant I dont have lots and lots of money like Bill Gates or Donald Trump..

This photo of my left is a photo by the Star Newspaper showing a place which is called Segamat in Johor are having the most crucial and heavy flood disaster. Search and resque team, police, medical saff, and the army are doing their best to help those who are trapped in this conditions. Whats happening to Malaysia?. Is mother nature angry at us?. We shouldn't be suprise base on the fact when it comes to this part of the year usually in November and Disember Malaysia are having a down fall on heavy rain and bad weather conditions. From my point of view the goverment and NGO party should take part in handling and solving this problem. This has been going for so long. Yes! I know that we cant fight mother nature and gods plan, but we could try our best to solve this problem. When theres a will theres a way.

People that is responsible should take actions fast. We dont want to end up being like what happen in America during harricane katrina do we. Everyone needs to be prepared and shoulder to shoulder to solve this disaster thats happening in Malaysia. Christmas is around the corner and from what I heard that when I was in England christmas is about helping, giving happiness and forgiveness.. Well why dont we people help each other and try to prevent anything bad from happening.. Care about the people who will celebrate christmas this 25th... It would be sad to see those who are celebrating christmas in a School hall or in a refugee camp.. Think about it.. If you want to do something nice, now is the time.. Well.. thats about it.. Hope that this article will open up your mind about whats happening in Malaysia during this time..

-faisal-7-

CoLdPLaY!!

weh Hey!!.. yes the tittle takes you back in time when I wrote something about them.. Well well well this time is more diferent. I'm going to write something about their life its kind of like about there bio.. HAHAH.. I know I'm a fanatic. Cant do anything about it I'm a crazy, alcoholic, fanatic coldplay british BAnd!!..


This is the frontman lead singer CHRIS MARTIN.. remember the name please cause it would be ashame for not knowing about him.. HAHAH.. (not really i'm just making it up).. =p.. Well this fella here is a very hard working person, never seems to stop writing or making songs.. He describe it as day jobbing?.. what the hell is that.. Well day jobbing for him means it happens when the mates in coldplay doesnt seem to put there heart and soul into there music.. Get what I mean?. I hope what I'm going to say after this will suprise you. Well maybe not if you know him already. Well he is married to gwyneth patrol.. Yes that lady with full of character. Lucky man isn't him Mr Chris Martin here..


On the far left is WILL CHAMPION, in the middle is GERRY BURRYMAN and next to him is JOHNNY BUCKLAND.. and with three of them completes the group as COLDPLAY.. The real story how these people met up really was when they were in college in London.. And four of them became mates.. The band started out when chris and johnny wrote a couple of songs and GUY was a playing bass and Will from a guitar he played drums.. Basically all of them were starting out from the beginning..

Then three years after the process of building the band They were among the greatest band in the world nowdays.. They've won 4 grammys, 4 brits awards and many more awards from the Mtv Video music awards and sold out more than 17 milions copy through out the world.. Coldplay has been a band that has establish a platform for british band in the U.K. When they release there first single which is yellow it started to hit every single radio station in the U.K... From there it took from U.K. to Asia and then to the states.. Chris Martin describe their song as a strong, felling melody that makes listeners wants to hear more.. Which is true.. It never seems to make me bored or just say I've had it with this song.. Never once I've ever felt that.

Now they have release three albums in the past couple of years already.. With their latest album The X&Y.. Coldplay describe it as the best album that they have ever work on in the entire music life.. With their latest single that was a boom 'speed of sound' It was an amazing new sound and melody that makes the ears go bada bing bada boom.. get what i mean.. haha I know im acting strange ryte now.. hahaha.. Christ martin during a press confference said that their latest album the reason why they put the name x&y is because is a thing between boys&girls, good&bad and all that stuff.. So its kind of unique he added.. Which is really unique to be said.. well Thats all what I can say about them.. I'm just hoping that one day they will come to Malaysia and perform because one thing for sure I'll be front row singing along and make sure that I have no voice.. for the time being je la.. hahaha.. well.. thats it.. I hope you enjoy reading this blog about Coldplay..

COLDPLAY

'a mile to my feet'

Wowee.. as if like i'm happy ryte now.. =(.. 11.52 pm on a tuesday night.. Just a couple of days me leaving for the states.. and nothing seems to according to plan. What have I've done today well went shopping with my mum, went back home, went shopping with both of my parents, and the rest well just leave it behind for the me to handle. No point of saying it or making it an issue. Stressfull, angry, sad, tired, and having a thinking problem ryte now. I cant talk to anyone or say anything to anyone so better just keep it to myself and write something that can describe what i'm feeling ryte now innit..

I have around 15 people that I have to give support and motivations towards them after this. Hearing them felt angry and sad really makes me feel abit stress and uncomfortable. I dont mind cleaning up the mess even if so in the end I might not get anything.I dont think that they really need any help or motivation cause i've seen these people get back on track with out any 2nd thoughts.. but when a person like me who is responsible and should take actions towards his mates well I have to step in. I dont mind people slutter me, hate me, angry with me or whateva but please dont, and dont ever touch, tease, talk or whateva towards the people that I care. Cause 'kepala bapak korang ah ingat boleh buat apa-apa'... over my dead body.. In my life i've been kick, slap, terajang, kutuk, and every single thing that a human would do to an animal but not that serious yet.. and I dont really care after this. These are the things that keep me on track and make me much more stronger and dont give a damn about people. This is who I am.

The only thing that people dont know is that I've been keeping a double face towards me meaning by a very good actor.. Hey, well its better to do it like this init.. Cause if i only had one face people will run away or make people heart broken and bla bla bla.. Shish.. Taking care of peoples feeling is hard. but when it comes to mine?.. well noone will take care of it.. As always no one knows me, no one cares about me.. hmph.. Come on faisal keep your chin up.. Mr.Probyn use to say that to me.. (Mr.Probyn is my teacher in the u.k)..

I got like 2 weeks I think b4 I say bon voyage.. I dunoo or is it one week more.. Better go and check the calender after this. My mum and dad are off to new zealand. hmph I'm just hoping that they will be back to say goodbye to me.. I really hope that they will send me off at the airport.. So it seems like I got around two weeks or one week to msyelf at home.. hmph.. Well I should be happy that my mum and dad takder kat rumah.. But at the same time I'm off to America so what does that ses?.. sadness+happiness+memories... Maybe i'm going to America just going silently not going to tell anyone.. Or maybe tell a mate or two.. But thinking back for what?.. After all this year I've help someone in return I get nothing from them just pain,pain,pain and an arrow or a bullet went through my heart or my body that really hurts.. Well see how things goes.. To all bloggers I'm writing this is not because that I dont have a proper and social lifestyle.. The main reason is because when some one treat you differently and you've help someone you'll end up being like alone and cant trust no one.. So dont be scared of me cause I can, and YES.. can be a very crazy, lightful person.. I THINK!!!.. back to the story.. well ya.. so to those who is reading this, this is an early good bye.. cause maybe I wont see you again.. I will write about this again next time really soon b4 I take off for US.. but for the time being let me just write something that brings back life and joy to me and hopefully to others..

well gtg.. I'm going to hang out with some of my friends tmrw at o.u.. and gotta go to the hospital for a check up.. damn.. Thats another story that no one knows about.. well byeee...

4get about things...

I shouldn't really think about whats happening ryte now.. I think you know whats going on, if u read my last blog I think you know why I'm kind of like bengang and so angry.. Is it my fault for not going to play football ryte now.. Am i to blame for the things that I've done to people?, Should I back out from my team?, Should I back out so that I can make people happy?, Should I... Argh!!!.. FUCKING HELL!!! I'm like so, so, so, so, fed up with everything.. Thinking of dont want to talk to anyone. You know doing things or people telling you or giving you warning makes you just want to smack them and kill them. This is the fucking last tym I'm ever going to listen to some brat or some group of people.. The best thing is not letting anyone knows.. I had to just lie,lie,lie,lie,lie and lie some more so that they dont know the main reason why I cant go..

Ryte now my team that I love and protect is playing without me there.. Gosh!!.. What kind of captain am i.. Why am i so self centred.. But thinking back I cant go.. If I go well it will make things worst.. I have a black history with ktj brats remember.. No one will ever understand why.. hmph.. This is me always making people happy and not letting them know the reason why I'm doing this.. I'm wondering how is it going on ryte now?.. Hope that my team is winning.. If you were in my shoes and you've been treated differently you should know how it feels like to be trap in your own life or the thing that you love.. I am so, so i dunno i cant even describe myself..

Could it be that everything go round the chance?, Or is there only one way to be?, I dunoo.. I dunno what to do. I just cant walk away from it.. I think they deserve something bad as well. Oh man.. I cant believe that I'm thinking like this.. The sad thing is i've build this team with some of my mates and in the end I end up not playing.. The reason WHY??.. so that I can make people happy.. and make people smile and make people have fun and make people feel that they r the best so that they can make themself feel they won and this dude name faisal here is a chicken or a coward.. You know what.. I've had enough of this.. No point of me thinking about it.. Let it go.. I'll 4give them but tak ikhlas and i wont remember what they did to me.. so I'll end my blog about this topic starting from now..

'ThE SaCriFicE'

You know when sometime in your life that you have to sacrifice the thing that you love or the thing that you love doing that you dont mind doing it again, and a again anda again.. Well me, basically I have to sacrifice something so that I can make 22 guys happy and play peacefully.. Tomorrow theres a football match emm bj my school vs some school name ktj.. and basically I cant play.. There are many reason why.. No one will understand why..


Just say that this is a blog session isnt it?.. and in a blog we can say anything ryte.. So basically the reason why I dont want to play tmrw is because noone really knows about this but ktj student and me have our own black history.. Im not going to tell what it is.. But just let it keep it in me.. Untill today me and those couple of guys are still enemys.. Lots of things have been going on between me and them especially this year... Im not going much more further than that cause theres no point of telling.. Well to think of it the game that I love which is football I have to just let it go for tmrw.. Not try and think about it.. Its hard base on the fact that I'm the captain and have to just 4get about it is hard..

For everyones information this is me, letting go or backing out things that in the end might make people angry towards me or others.. I know that tmrw if I go things will get abit tense and things that are not suppose to happen will happen.. So to make everyone happy and and fun is better me not go and play and just sit at home.. Darn a taem that I build I am the one yang tak dapat main.. Another thing that im going to get pisst tmrw even so im not going is if any of the ktj players start to push around my players or start to make a gemik or start a fight than I hope that they wish that they'll neevr lived.. Cause they are messing with the wrong person.. I rather them mess around with me but when they mess around with my players than thats it.. YOUR DEAD MEAT!!!.. I know that im being abit stubborn or whateva but the thing is I dont really care.. HELL WITH IT.. This is the last chance i'm giving to this fucking, snobish ktj student.. After this there'll be no place for this student in my head.. I have a very hard, cold, nasty heart some times when dealing with people or enemy that I hate..

Well whateva it is I just hope that tmrw bj will win.. Which I know they can.. I've seen this players play like so amazing that nobody can match them in the district of petaling.. SERIOUS!!! sure maybe we had our ups and down but I know my players and I know how they like to play their game.. BJ team play with style, character and atitude and that is what I respect about them.. They know what they'll do on the pitch.. Even so sometimes they etend to fight but come on having abit of a fight is like adat permainan.. hahaha.. But mostly every single players have their own idols or role model.. For instant adan his role model is luis figo.. but when his on the pitch I dont really c him as luis figo I c him as steven gerrard or stevy g i call him.. really good on the right and central part of midfield.. Gotta respect the guy base on his fitness level.. AMAZING IS THE WORD!!.. Another player is nabil which I could call him Joe cole.. good with the ball.. Well not 2 4get is afeeq the vice captain.. guest he will be taking my position tmrw.. I call johnyy or john terry.. really great on the defensive line.. respect him.. wel gtg.. good luck to each and everyone of my players.. You'll do great.. Make the coach, team proud.. my pride and honour.. BJFC 4ever.. ahhaha..

sunday that never seem to end!!...

1.18 am on a monday... EXCUSE ME!!.. Oh gosh I really need to get some help on my sleeping problem.. Let c what did I do today.. Oh ya.. I'm so happy to say that I pass my bloody ujian komputer.. METRO DRIVING ACADEMY SHIT!!.. hey the font font colour matches the name..
Well I lulus my test and now I can really focus on my america ambassador thingy.. Oh ya forgot to mention that I had to wait like around 3 hours in a small fucking room just to wait for my name to be called and to be seated for the test I mean like HELO!!!.. I payed like a grand sumin and you want me to wait.. No offence I dun mean to be or sound like a brat but Base on the fact that I had to wait for the transport for already an hour an a half and then I had to wait like 3 hours to be seated I mean dun YOU think its lame.. Its CRAP!!!!!!!..


aiya I mean add someomore computer for heaven sake.. People pay you alot of money to give more benefits and 'kesenangan' to people k.. SHISH.. HUmanS nowdays such a lame and not using their heads..

Today I bought meself a new camera NIKON L3.. kind of slick and cool.. I mean hey getting a camera at the price of 750 is kind of cheap... Its a 5.1 mega pixel which I know theres like 6.0 and 6.1 mega pixel but hey it dusnt really matter and its kind of the same really.. Heres the funny part.. I went and bought it with my brother and the thing that made me laugh is the owner of the shop thought that i'm the brother and my brother is my adik.. Its cool to think of it.. But darn am I that old.. nvm bout it.. just take it as a compliment.. -winkp-..

My day din just stop there.. I just got back from a open speech realting to political and peoples point of view.. To tell you the truth it really open my mind and open my heart abit.. I went with my bro and dad and it was amazing... Hearing thoughts and ideas from an adult who are really succesfull and open minded really makes me feel a better person.. One thing that touches my heart was about the peoples needs.. One of the speaker told that half of the population in Malaysia are suffering from 'kekurangan wang' ... and cant afford to buy things that is important to them such as foods.. I mean like whats up with this country.. Cant they see and cant they help these people.. What has the goverment doing.. No offence I'm not against the government or anything but theres this pinch of salt that the goverment needs to handle, I mean come on, we're like entering to year 2007 and poverty in Malaysia are kind of like increasing abit.. I hate the fact that the rich are getting more richer, the poor are getting more poorer.. NO offence I mean for those who deserve to be rich than its ok but there are some who are like FUCKING HELL.. 'duit haram'... Maybe if ur in my age and i;m talking about this you wouldnt understand.. but one day you will.. Remember that this is a warning to those who are son and daughters of a rich or fame or tittle family.. make sure that you do some kindness in this world and make sure that you deserve what you get.. Cause one thing for sure if you have done any sins theres no turning back and with what I heard just now during the political speech your in BIG trouble..

My advice to everyone is to be kind to everyone.. Take care of peoples heart... Make people happy.. Dun be so self centred..Help people in anyways if you can.. Remember we are gods creation, and its our job to help people. If we dont help people, brothers, sisters or anyone there will be no place for peace and harmony.. So take care of each another...

-faisal-...