New Years Resolution..

2006, What a hell of a year. Lots of ups and downs. Lots of believe and trust disappear. I was lost this year even so I accomplish things or stuff that no one else could have. I was surrounded by people, so many of them that it feels like when I'm in a circle I still feel lonely, alone and lost. No one really knew how I felt or how I live my life. Maybe some of them know but not that much. Well cant do anything about. I have no idea why that this year I would say that is the worst year of my life but again to think of it in a positive way what happened to me this year with all the cruel thing that people do to me made me a strong, better, mature person. Every time I always remind myself that if I want to achieve something that is so amazing and that you would always dream about, you have to face challenges. Not just any challenges but big ones. Even so I have to carry the pain that is in me. Cause in the end the pain that you carry along towards your goal will fade away. The pain that always remember of what people do to me or cruel things that people do to me will one day fade away. So I remind myself to just be brave, strong, believe and hope so that your principals and dream will stay strong and come true.
Eliot wiggington once quoted that 'life isn't worth living unless you're willing to take big chances and go for broke'. Well that is absolutely true. If your willing to take big chances and go for broke as well then that is what you call life. Well to sum up the year 2006 I could just say that even I had a crappy year, even so I was lost and been a human object to others but it didn't stop me from achieving the things that I want. It made me a better person a stronger one as well. So I'm glad that bad things happen to me, so call big problem that now days seems so little and not big anymore to me seems to be a small matter. I learn that to be a great person you need to face challenges in life to reach your goal, your light and your dream.

So the year 2007, my new year resolution is that Achieve something big. I know that and realise that along the road to achieve the glory takes time and patient and lots of bumpy road. But it doesn't matter if that is what I want that so let it be. The start of the new year I'm going to a country where desire, dreams will come true and me starting a new chapter of my life. I'm going to America. What a great way to start my new year. A new chapter. My desire is that I want a good education and knowledge so that I could achieve my dreams and my goal and share it with others. From this time I don't care if I have to start from the bottom or to struggle cause I know that i the end it will pays off. Another thing that I desire is to help people. Planning to join a charity organisation. Now days I see that people are having hard times facing through life. So i thought to myself by helping them and give a hand. Another thing is that I desire to pursue my dreams of being a Lawyer. Insyallah with nothing blocking me I'm going to take LAW and see how it goes from there. These are my main things that I would like to lay out. Other stuff about wanting to change, forget, or somethings that relates to that well I'm trying to do it. No doubt in my mind that I will forget things that disturbs me, will forget what people do to me and at the same time will forgive them. Plus I will change to a better person. That I promise. I promise to be a better person, matured, rational and a positive person. Maybe if anyone who knew me they will surprise by me saying that. Well there's a lot more that you didn't know about me. I keep my stuff to myself. If I attend to tell I just lie and let me handle the problem. Cause my problem are my business and my responsibilities. John F. Kennedy once say that (well I would like list down all his quotes)

a.. 'forgive your enemy, but never forget their names'
b.. 'a day when a baby boy was born that's the day he becomes a man and handle his responsibilities'
c.. 'our problem are man made, therefore they may be solved by man, No problem of human destiny is beyond human beings'

These words represent life. I take these words and remind me on how to overcome things. Well let say that I'm hoping to enjoy my new year of 2007 with a BANG!!. Achieving things that no one can is on top of my list. Well to put it in words it means unreasonable man or different than others what Nelson Mandela says. So I'm going full fill my dreams and hold it. Well this is my last blog for 2006. After this I don't think that I have the time to update it. I'll be kind of busy with the America trip and stuff.. But I will be activating my other blog which you can check it out on http://america7.blogspot.com. Please do check it out especially for those who knew me and wonder where did I go?.. hahaha.. So my msg to my close friend or anyone is to take care and be happy. Happy new year.. arrerdenvinchi..

Very,Very,Very tiring weekend... but FUN!!!..

Why didn't I update my blog for 3 days.. Hmph.. Lets??.. >thinking< AH! hA!.. 1... had no time...
2... My bro took the computer..
3... The main thing is that I went to Penang... =)...

Firday... 22/12/06 Send my parents to the airport and off to New Zealand and me being home alone again... wohoo!!!.. Love being home alone but at the same time it sucks.. but no worrys I got plenty of time and space for me to do my research about malaysia, afs, and basically get prepared for America and catching up to do on my dvd collection.. damn I'm enjoying myself..

Saturday.. 23/12/06
Went to station Duta took a bus to Penang.. and Yes I took a bus, Have a problem with that?.. Shish some k.l brats are just so bloody brats.. hahaha.. Arrive at station duta at around 9.45 went on the bus to Butterworth aorund 10.30 thank god there was an oppening in the bus... Kalau tak, tak balik la.. The bus was very comfortable, very relaxing as well.. Even so it was nice but I couldn't sleep. The journey was like 5 hours. So luckily I have my iPod. Which is my bestfriend. HAHAH.. Arrive in Penang at around emm 3.30.. It was a very beautiful day and when your in Penang the only thing that pops up in your mind are the beautiful sunny ocean. Maybe for some penangrians the sea for them is nothing but for KLrians like me, I mean like wow!.. hahaha.. No offence but between the sea in penang I mostly like the ones that is in Terrenganu.. REALLY BEAUTFIUL!!.. Enough about that. Coninue on with my journal.. Then my cousin came and fecth us at the bus station in Butterworth.. It has been a very,very,very long time I havent seen my cousin a year or something. Well goota give credit to my cousin he has this very cool car that you can only buy it America. Really old school pumping, speeding automobile some sort of like a MUSTANG!... The best part of being in Penang is that I get the chance to see my grand dad. It has been a year as well. Well with my parents off in New Zealand I thought this will be a great chance for me to go and see my fav granddad. Oh gosh I really do miss him. Get over it Faisal. You need to get use to it.

Sunday.. 24/12/06
Well I only spend like 2 days and one night in Penang. So this is like my final day in Penang. (sad). mY cousin (haire) took me and my sis to some shopping mall in penang.. Emm megamall penang i think. Well we went bowling. My cousin took a video of us playing bowling and do leave a comment if I upload the video. Because in the video, when it came to my turn I professionally hit a strike.. HAHAHA.. After we played bowling we went to like a funky hang out place and we eat,eat,eat,eat and eat.. I think I spend alot of time in Penang just eat.. and ya its christmas eve..

Monday 25/12/06 >christmas<
Its 12.00 am and I'm on the bus back to K.L.. and yes I took the midnight bus. Really adventurous and peacefull taking the bus at night. It was kind of sad leaving and saying goodbye to my granddad and my cousin. I dont know when Im ever going to see them again. I hope soon. Taking the bus at night was kind of cold, the bus driver i think was a bit HIGH!! base on the facts that he drove really,really,really fast.. But the highway during midnight was so dark and no CARS.. hahhaah.. ARRIVE at station duta around 4.30am.. Took a cab to KL sentral.. From there Spend around 2 hours trying to sleeping and just sitting around.. Luckily 7 elevens was open. Had a bit coffee and some sandwhiches.. Then took the bus home and arive home around 7.15am.. The term HOME SWEET HOME really do means alot to me. As what the term in malay is rumahku, syurgaku..haha.. When I arrive home only god knows how sleepy I was.. Dahla I tak tidur 30 hours straight.. Aiyo.. =(.. So I slept from 8.00am till 12.00pm. I know sekejap je kan.. Well thats it. That was my long journey weekend.. Now is 11.16pm on monday night. Updating my blog. Home alone and feeling kind of emm how could I put it into words. Lonely emm dah biasa, maybe just never had the house to myself for 4 month and when I have the house to myself it feels great I guest.. Well thats all.. I'll update my blod soon.. remember to check my other blog realting to the america yes program which you can check it out on http://america7.blogspot.com.. On that website You can check every single detail and background on what Im going to do before I go and how fun the journey is.. well gtg.. bye..

note..
a. K.L central was very peacefull and takder orang so i had the place to myself.. b. Photos from penang are in my sis camera so it will take a while..
c. Im not that ready for the America trip..
d. Go and check out this movie called the lake house its really nice..

'floods'

Its a thursday and damn.. I'm so bloody bored, but its windy.. Thank god that theres a big sliding door beside me.. One thing for sure it is so nice and cooling when you got the wind while writing something or doing something.. So what have you've been doing today?.. reading?, partying?, on9?, or what?.. Oh ya tonight is the nelly furtado single nights out ryte?.. hmph.. cant go.. well if I wanted so I dont have a partner to go with.. and besides tmrw my parents are off to new zealand.

One thing that capture my eye this week is the news about the flood thats happening in the south and north of Malaysia.. Well its nothing suprising if its happening at the north of Malaysia but at the south.. Hmph I'm kind of suprise.. Not usually that floods happened in the south of peninsular of Malaysia.. and thats weird.. Well what ever it is we should feel sorry for them for what they have to go through. We should appreciate what we have at the moment as we speek. Lots of things and tragedies are happening around us and we as human being should help and show our concern towards them.. On the lest is a photo that I got from bbc news showing an old lady carrying some valuable stuff as bbc told.. Belongings and valuable items are missing and its hard enough for them to feel and to live this way. With water rising to their houses, electricity been cut off, water supplys are being poluted and pluss they have to live in a emergency placement or well its hard for me to say this but a refugees camp.. If I was a millionaire I will do everything that is possible to help them, but unfortunatly I cant I dont have lots and lots of money like Bill Gates or Donald Trump..

This photo of my left is a photo by the Star Newspaper showing a place which is called Segamat in Johor are having the most crucial and heavy flood disaster. Search and resque team, police, medical saff, and the army are doing their best to help those who are trapped in this conditions. Whats happening to Malaysia?. Is mother nature angry at us?. We shouldn't be suprise base on the fact when it comes to this part of the year usually in November and Disember Malaysia are having a down fall on heavy rain and bad weather conditions. From my point of view the goverment and NGO party should take part in handling and solving this problem. This has been going for so long. Yes! I know that we cant fight mother nature and gods plan, but we could try our best to solve this problem. When theres a will theres a way.

People that is responsible should take actions fast. We dont want to end up being like what happen in America during harricane katrina do we. Everyone needs to be prepared and shoulder to shoulder to solve this disaster thats happening in Malaysia. Christmas is around the corner and from what I heard that when I was in England christmas is about helping, giving happiness and forgiveness.. Well why dont we people help each other and try to prevent anything bad from happening.. Care about the people who will celebrate christmas this 25th... It would be sad to see those who are celebrating christmas in a School hall or in a refugee camp.. Think about it.. If you want to do something nice, now is the time.. Well.. thats about it.. Hope that this article will open up your mind about whats happening in Malaysia during this time..

-faisal-7-

CoLdPLaY!!

weh Hey!!.. yes the tittle takes you back in time when I wrote something about them.. Well well well this time is more diferent. I'm going to write something about their life its kind of like about there bio.. HAHAH.. I know I'm a fanatic. Cant do anything about it I'm a crazy, alcoholic, fanatic coldplay british BAnd!!..


This is the frontman lead singer CHRIS MARTIN.. remember the name please cause it would be ashame for not knowing about him.. HAHAH.. (not really i'm just making it up).. =p.. Well this fella here is a very hard working person, never seems to stop writing or making songs.. He describe it as day jobbing?.. what the hell is that.. Well day jobbing for him means it happens when the mates in coldplay doesnt seem to put there heart and soul into there music.. Get what I mean?. I hope what I'm going to say after this will suprise you. Well maybe not if you know him already. Well he is married to gwyneth patrol.. Yes that lady with full of character. Lucky man isn't him Mr Chris Martin here..


On the far left is WILL CHAMPION, in the middle is GERRY BURRYMAN and next to him is JOHNNY BUCKLAND.. and with three of them completes the group as COLDPLAY.. The real story how these people met up really was when they were in college in London.. And four of them became mates.. The band started out when chris and johnny wrote a couple of songs and GUY was a playing bass and Will from a guitar he played drums.. Basically all of them were starting out from the beginning..

Then three years after the process of building the band They were among the greatest band in the world nowdays.. They've won 4 grammys, 4 brits awards and many more awards from the Mtv Video music awards and sold out more than 17 milions copy through out the world.. Coldplay has been a band that has establish a platform for british band in the U.K. When they release there first single which is yellow it started to hit every single radio station in the U.K... From there it took from U.K. to Asia and then to the states.. Chris Martin describe their song as a strong, felling melody that makes listeners wants to hear more.. Which is true.. It never seems to make me bored or just say I've had it with this song.. Never once I've ever felt that.

Now they have release three albums in the past couple of years already.. With their latest album The X&Y.. Coldplay describe it as the best album that they have ever work on in the entire music life.. With their latest single that was a boom 'speed of sound' It was an amazing new sound and melody that makes the ears go bada bing bada boom.. get what i mean.. haha I know im acting strange ryte now.. hahaha.. Christ martin during a press confference said that their latest album the reason why they put the name x&y is because is a thing between boys&girls, good&bad and all that stuff.. So its kind of unique he added.. Which is really unique to be said.. well Thats all what I can say about them.. I'm just hoping that one day they will come to Malaysia and perform because one thing for sure I'll be front row singing along and make sure that I have no voice.. for the time being je la.. hahaha.. well.. thats it.. I hope you enjoy reading this blog about Coldplay..

COLDPLAY

'a mile to my feet'

Wowee.. as if like i'm happy ryte now.. =(.. 11.52 pm on a tuesday night.. Just a couple of days me leaving for the states.. and nothing seems to according to plan. What have I've done today well went shopping with my mum, went back home, went shopping with both of my parents, and the rest well just leave it behind for the me to handle. No point of saying it or making it an issue. Stressfull, angry, sad, tired, and having a thinking problem ryte now. I cant talk to anyone or say anything to anyone so better just keep it to myself and write something that can describe what i'm feeling ryte now innit..

I have around 15 people that I have to give support and motivations towards them after this. Hearing them felt angry and sad really makes me feel abit stress and uncomfortable. I dont mind cleaning up the mess even if so in the end I might not get anything.I dont think that they really need any help or motivation cause i've seen these people get back on track with out any 2nd thoughts.. but when a person like me who is responsible and should take actions towards his mates well I have to step in. I dont mind people slutter me, hate me, angry with me or whateva but please dont, and dont ever touch, tease, talk or whateva towards the people that I care. Cause 'kepala bapak korang ah ingat boleh buat apa-apa'... over my dead body.. In my life i've been kick, slap, terajang, kutuk, and every single thing that a human would do to an animal but not that serious yet.. and I dont really care after this. These are the things that keep me on track and make me much more stronger and dont give a damn about people. This is who I am.

The only thing that people dont know is that I've been keeping a double face towards me meaning by a very good actor.. Hey, well its better to do it like this init.. Cause if i only had one face people will run away or make people heart broken and bla bla bla.. Shish.. Taking care of peoples feeling is hard. but when it comes to mine?.. well noone will take care of it.. As always no one knows me, no one cares about me.. hmph.. Come on faisal keep your chin up.. Mr.Probyn use to say that to me.. (Mr.Probyn is my teacher in the u.k)..

I got like 2 weeks I think b4 I say bon voyage.. I dunoo or is it one week more.. Better go and check the calender after this. My mum and dad are off to new zealand. hmph I'm just hoping that they will be back to say goodbye to me.. I really hope that they will send me off at the airport.. So it seems like I got around two weeks or one week to msyelf at home.. hmph.. Well I should be happy that my mum and dad takder kat rumah.. But at the same time I'm off to America so what does that ses?.. sadness+happiness+memories... Maybe i'm going to America just going silently not going to tell anyone.. Or maybe tell a mate or two.. But thinking back for what?.. After all this year I've help someone in return I get nothing from them just pain,pain,pain and an arrow or a bullet went through my heart or my body that really hurts.. Well see how things goes.. To all bloggers I'm writing this is not because that I dont have a proper and social lifestyle.. The main reason is because when some one treat you differently and you've help someone you'll end up being like alone and cant trust no one.. So dont be scared of me cause I can, and YES.. can be a very crazy, lightful person.. I THINK!!!.. back to the story.. well ya.. so to those who is reading this, this is an early good bye.. cause maybe I wont see you again.. I will write about this again next time really soon b4 I take off for US.. but for the time being let me just write something that brings back life and joy to me and hopefully to others..

well gtg.. I'm going to hang out with some of my friends tmrw at o.u.. and gotta go to the hospital for a check up.. damn.. Thats another story that no one knows about.. well byeee...

4get about things...

I shouldn't really think about whats happening ryte now.. I think you know whats going on, if u read my last blog I think you know why I'm kind of like bengang and so angry.. Is it my fault for not going to play football ryte now.. Am i to blame for the things that I've done to people?, Should I back out from my team?, Should I back out so that I can make people happy?, Should I... Argh!!!.. FUCKING HELL!!! I'm like so, so, so, so, fed up with everything.. Thinking of dont want to talk to anyone. You know doing things or people telling you or giving you warning makes you just want to smack them and kill them. This is the fucking last tym I'm ever going to listen to some brat or some group of people.. The best thing is not letting anyone knows.. I had to just lie,lie,lie,lie,lie and lie some more so that they dont know the main reason why I cant go..

Ryte now my team that I love and protect is playing without me there.. Gosh!!.. What kind of captain am i.. Why am i so self centred.. But thinking back I cant go.. If I go well it will make things worst.. I have a black history with ktj brats remember.. No one will ever understand why.. hmph.. This is me always making people happy and not letting them know the reason why I'm doing this.. I'm wondering how is it going on ryte now?.. Hope that my team is winning.. If you were in my shoes and you've been treated differently you should know how it feels like to be trap in your own life or the thing that you love.. I am so, so i dunno i cant even describe myself..

Could it be that everything go round the chance?, Or is there only one way to be?, I dunoo.. I dunno what to do. I just cant walk away from it.. I think they deserve something bad as well. Oh man.. I cant believe that I'm thinking like this.. The sad thing is i've build this team with some of my mates and in the end I end up not playing.. The reason WHY??.. so that I can make people happy.. and make people smile and make people have fun and make people feel that they r the best so that they can make themself feel they won and this dude name faisal here is a chicken or a coward.. You know what.. I've had enough of this.. No point of me thinking about it.. Let it go.. I'll 4give them but tak ikhlas and i wont remember what they did to me.. so I'll end my blog about this topic starting from now..

'ThE SaCriFicE'

You know when sometime in your life that you have to sacrifice the thing that you love or the thing that you love doing that you dont mind doing it again, and a again anda again.. Well me, basically I have to sacrifice something so that I can make 22 guys happy and play peacefully.. Tomorrow theres a football match emm bj my school vs some school name ktj.. and basically I cant play.. There are many reason why.. No one will understand why..


Just say that this is a blog session isnt it?.. and in a blog we can say anything ryte.. So basically the reason why I dont want to play tmrw is because noone really knows about this but ktj student and me have our own black history.. Im not going to tell what it is.. But just let it keep it in me.. Untill today me and those couple of guys are still enemys.. Lots of things have been going on between me and them especially this year... Im not going much more further than that cause theres no point of telling.. Well to think of it the game that I love which is football I have to just let it go for tmrw.. Not try and think about it.. Its hard base on the fact that I'm the captain and have to just 4get about it is hard..

For everyones information this is me, letting go or backing out things that in the end might make people angry towards me or others.. I know that tmrw if I go things will get abit tense and things that are not suppose to happen will happen.. So to make everyone happy and and fun is better me not go and play and just sit at home.. Darn a taem that I build I am the one yang tak dapat main.. Another thing that im going to get pisst tmrw even so im not going is if any of the ktj players start to push around my players or start to make a gemik or start a fight than I hope that they wish that they'll neevr lived.. Cause they are messing with the wrong person.. I rather them mess around with me but when they mess around with my players than thats it.. YOUR DEAD MEAT!!!.. I know that im being abit stubborn or whateva but the thing is I dont really care.. HELL WITH IT.. This is the last chance i'm giving to this fucking, snobish ktj student.. After this there'll be no place for this student in my head.. I have a very hard, cold, nasty heart some times when dealing with people or enemy that I hate..

Well whateva it is I just hope that tmrw bj will win.. Which I know they can.. I've seen this players play like so amazing that nobody can match them in the district of petaling.. SERIOUS!!! sure maybe we had our ups and down but I know my players and I know how they like to play their game.. BJ team play with style, character and atitude and that is what I respect about them.. They know what they'll do on the pitch.. Even so sometimes they etend to fight but come on having abit of a fight is like adat permainan.. hahaha.. But mostly every single players have their own idols or role model.. For instant adan his role model is luis figo.. but when his on the pitch I dont really c him as luis figo I c him as steven gerrard or stevy g i call him.. really good on the right and central part of midfield.. Gotta respect the guy base on his fitness level.. AMAZING IS THE WORD!!.. Another player is nabil which I could call him Joe cole.. good with the ball.. Well not 2 4get is afeeq the vice captain.. guest he will be taking my position tmrw.. I call johnyy or john terry.. really great on the defensive line.. respect him.. wel gtg.. good luck to each and everyone of my players.. You'll do great.. Make the coach, team proud.. my pride and honour.. BJFC 4ever.. ahhaha..

sunday that never seem to end!!...

1.18 am on a monday... EXCUSE ME!!.. Oh gosh I really need to get some help on my sleeping problem.. Let c what did I do today.. Oh ya.. I'm so happy to say that I pass my bloody ujian komputer.. METRO DRIVING ACADEMY SHIT!!.. hey the font font colour matches the name..
Well I lulus my test and now I can really focus on my america ambassador thingy.. Oh ya forgot to mention that I had to wait like around 3 hours in a small fucking room just to wait for my name to be called and to be seated for the test I mean like HELO!!!.. I payed like a grand sumin and you want me to wait.. No offence I dun mean to be or sound like a brat but Base on the fact that I had to wait for the transport for already an hour an a half and then I had to wait like 3 hours to be seated I mean dun YOU think its lame.. Its CRAP!!!!!!!..


aiya I mean add someomore computer for heaven sake.. People pay you alot of money to give more benefits and 'kesenangan' to people k.. SHISH.. HUmanS nowdays such a lame and not using their heads..

Today I bought meself a new camera NIKON L3.. kind of slick and cool.. I mean hey getting a camera at the price of 750 is kind of cheap... Its a 5.1 mega pixel which I know theres like 6.0 and 6.1 mega pixel but hey it dusnt really matter and its kind of the same really.. Heres the funny part.. I went and bought it with my brother and the thing that made me laugh is the owner of the shop thought that i'm the brother and my brother is my adik.. Its cool to think of it.. But darn am I that old.. nvm bout it.. just take it as a compliment.. -winkp-..

My day din just stop there.. I just got back from a open speech realting to political and peoples point of view.. To tell you the truth it really open my mind and open my heart abit.. I went with my bro and dad and it was amazing... Hearing thoughts and ideas from an adult who are really succesfull and open minded really makes me feel a better person.. One thing that touches my heart was about the peoples needs.. One of the speaker told that half of the population in Malaysia are suffering from 'kekurangan wang' ... and cant afford to buy things that is important to them such as foods.. I mean like whats up with this country.. Cant they see and cant they help these people.. What has the goverment doing.. No offence I'm not against the government or anything but theres this pinch of salt that the goverment needs to handle, I mean come on, we're like entering to year 2007 and poverty in Malaysia are kind of like increasing abit.. I hate the fact that the rich are getting more richer, the poor are getting more poorer.. NO offence I mean for those who deserve to be rich than its ok but there are some who are like FUCKING HELL.. 'duit haram'... Maybe if ur in my age and i;m talking about this you wouldnt understand.. but one day you will.. Remember that this is a warning to those who are son and daughters of a rich or fame or tittle family.. make sure that you do some kindness in this world and make sure that you deserve what you get.. Cause one thing for sure if you have done any sins theres no turning back and with what I heard just now during the political speech your in BIG trouble..

My advice to everyone is to be kind to everyone.. Take care of peoples heart... Make people happy.. Dun be so self centred..Help people in anyways if you can.. Remember we are gods creation, and its our job to help people. If we dont help people, brothers, sisters or anyone there will be no place for peace and harmony.. So take care of each another...

-faisal-...

high and dry...

As we all know time passes so fast that you wish that it would slow down abit and enjoy the moment.. but it aint gonna happen, We just have to enjoy every single bit of it while you can. Imagine today is already saturday, then 7 days after that is another saturday..


Today, Well I went and sent my bro off back to London.. Sad.. But gotta get use to it.. Its really hard letting go the person that is close to you.. Esp in my condition my brother.. He is brother that will stand up for you and always give you faith and believe.. BUT sometime can be a pain in the ass.. hahaha..


enough about that.. Nowdays i'm having trouble sleeping, I just dont know why but I just cant.. My mind are abit 'stoke' , Imagine sleeping around 4.30 and wake up at 6.. Purf!!.. reallt 'stoke'.. Im just weeks off to America.. am I prepared yet I dunno.. Someone help me.. Being an ambassador to a big organisation means hard work.. I gotta know everything about Malaysia.. The culture, people, and bla bla... Damn kena baca lagi.. If anyone ask me when am I going to America I wont tell them yet cause I dont want to.. heheh..

k gtg.. take care.. bye..

cant sleep

aiyo!!... Its like 5.00 am n I still cant sleep.. I slept like around 2.30 and now look at what i'm doing typing down my blog.. PURF!... I just had this night mares that seems to happen to me in reality before.. and it doesnt seems to be nice at all.. I have this atitude of hate getting into a fight with people or making people sad or miserable.. I just dont like it..

Is it good to change to an another person?.. I know for sure I wont do that.. but I need to change one thing in me which is not to be panas baran or getting in2 fights.. I know that u might be thinking that I'm a trouble maker or something well just say that a little bit..

Enough about that, let see what am I goin to do today.. hmph!!..

5.00am- blog

7.00am- coffee

7.30-internet

9.00am-bath

9.15am-research (i know werid huh)

10.00am-internet

12.00am- KLCC

-------- untill i dunno what time cause i'm gona be there very long.. =p..

emm.. guest i;m going to KLCC ALONE as always.. everyone is busy.. so guest i'll just go to KLCC and get some books at kinokuniya.. well gtg.. byee..

partenrship and friendship

Hey there.. If ur in smkbj and if u c this people u might think omg i hate them so much or I would never ever want to be them or these are the worst people I ever seen in my entire life.. Well Get a great look at them cause these are the people who help the school, run the school, 'konon' protect the student and help the student.. Get a better look and I mean it cause some of them are not going to be in that school anymore.. As you can see these are the prefects from the begining of the school satrts.. Actually not really but some of them are..

It might be weird me writing about this but I use to work with them, use to be their boss.. So now I can call myself TUN.. hahaha.. stop day dreaming faisal.. Ok back to the story.. I've work my butt off working with them. Being a leader among elite, rich, complaining, some snobish, and well treated student is very hard.. I had to do everything so that I can make evryone happy.. Maybe i'm complaining ryte now but to tell you the truth I loved it.. I dont know why.. Now you can call me weird.. Cause it is weird for liking somthing that makes an individual go crazy..

Lets get back to the story.. As you all know I'm going to write something about my prefects good and bad about them.. Let me start with the form 3 prefects.. Having a young, talented and also annoying brat can be such a pain.. Some of them are very serious at what they do, while some of them are abit snobish, too snobish.. Theres only one thing that sometimes makes me feel so bengang and upset with them is that they never seem to believe in them self or want to prove something. Despite the fact that they are really smart, but when it comes to social and motivation belief in themself no offence but it sucks.. Hate me all you want but this is how i run my life i run my life by being honest and always tell the truth and what i feel.. Cause one friend teach me about life which is always tell the truth and never keep things inside and be open.. So gotta thank that person one day.. Back to the story.. If u guys which i mean is the form 3 prefects please believe in urself and faith.. U have lots of challenges and gaps that u need to overcome and be brave.. other than that my prefects who r now use to be in form 3 who r now goin to be in form 4 well everything is perfect but believing in urself i cant see it.. Always scared and to shy to show ur true colours..

Now the form 4... WELL, WELL, WELL.. ah!! theres alot of well there.. A bunch of student who give me lots of problems but stand out to be the bunch of student that has lots of dreams and never to scared of being themself or against people.. They believe in what they believe.. They trust their instict.. Which in the end turn out to be wright.. There are some of them who are really to egoish but not that egoish.. Cause if they want to be so ego and stubborn to me think again.. cause if they do that i'll make sure that they shut up.. hahaha.. From what i feel even so they are senior to be but I seriously need to remind them that learn and think about urself first b4 u go on talking about others.. This habbit has been going on since 2003.. These humans in form 4 are totally bunch of rumours.. Dun go and talk about others with out any facts or details.. If u r reading this form 4 prefects remember that u need tighten up some screw b4 u go 2 school next year... N b prepared..

Last but not least, THE FORM 5 PREFECTS.. let me start with the bad stuff about them.. Well heres the thing when form 5 are the seniors and the same age as everyone u will start to imagine how egoish, stubborn, rude people among them.. Dont deny it.. I've seen it.. And i've seen some of them come to me and asking for help.. The form 5 prefects are hard to negotiate..
Semua nak tunjuk terrerla, nak tunjuk hebatla.. But theres this other part which they etend to like be like its ok with me, its fine by me, or taknak ckp langsung.. shish.. like bunch of baby.. I sometime dont understand why is it that they want to follow some of the footsteps like the juniors.. This is the other thing they r abit childish, still with there dream land of playing a fool..
Well enough about the bad stuff, let me tell u the good stuff abou them.. Well for me the form 5 are partnership and also friendship.. wIth these people who r am i today.. But to tell u the truth na I dun need there help.. hahahah.. If u need any help or anything u can count on them they will try n help u but it takes time.. Maybe to someone.. but the others they will do it for u really fast.. When it comes to doing like task or any work they'll do it..

these are some of the photos of the prefects..






















these are some photos from this year...

have fun with everything that u do in life.. achieve ur goal and dun b afraid of being urself..

-memories that is being kept in the heart will last longer-
'faisal'

what a day

Monday isn't it today.. No wonder people hate monday.. I'm starting to hate it aswell.. Imagine this I had to wake up like 5 am on a school holiday jap I've finish my high school so should I say school holiday.. Nvm.. Well got up at 5 am had to go to the american embassy to go 4 this interview for my visa.. Well its for a good cause anyway waking up at 5 am.. So wen to the us embassy waited in a que.. Wasnt that long but for heaven sake bloody hell the lady that was incharged in the guard house was pathetic, bloody sombong and garang.. But never mind she's just a mam.. HAHAH..

So got in to the embassy.. As always there will always be a picture of george w. bush.. A man with full of tricks up his sleeves.. But hey he is talented in some ways u know.. Was kind of shock to see that there was actually nothing in that big, security building.. I duno I just went to the visa application area but i dunno what about the rest.. So heres the best part, speaking to an american really makes my head went really open wide and really wanna talk to that person really much.. Maybe its how they talk that makes me wanna tlk more..

So after all this dally stuff i went back home.. Oh boy I was tired.. I couldnt really stand for like another minute after that.. Well basically nowdays i really cant get up late.. If i sleep at 3 i etend to wake up at like around 6.30.. Then cant go to sleep.. I'm weird I know.. well I dunno what else to say.. But this is what i;m goin to do.. The next blog that I'm going to write is about my prefects..

u dont know me

Hey there.. I'm feeling very tense and very moody.. Just cant find the reason why?.. Maybe its because i'm just to tired and i'm getin cranky.. Or maybe i'm just thinking to much.. I dunno.. I should get over this, I cant believe that a guy like me could end up being a person who is still thinking about the past.. While in the other hand i should just 4get about it..

I'm like so angry, tired and many more that I wish that I could just scream or just jump off a plane and do sumin that can make my mind go free.. One thing for sure, One thing that bugs me is that how a person can just 4get u just like that!.. One thing that I learned is that U cant put ur trust in2 someone so much cause in the end it will just end up being nothing.. I have a problem of trusting people.. Hahaha.. Jap why am i laughing.. But again I tried and put my trust and believe into someone for the past many years but in the end people just ignore me or dont give a damn about me.. I must remind u that I'm a very serious person that I cant even tell anything to a person and the only way that I can is through this blog.. So I must warn you that I can get abit 'wooshy' over it..

Continue with the blog, Every single little or big thing that I do seems is just an entertainment for people or just for helping people but getting people to remember u or appreciating u back NA!!... I dont think so.. For the past years I duno maybe this year 2006 or last year or couple month back I cant believe there would be someone who is close to me but end up lying behind my back.. Well I cant take it when people lying behind my back or talking behind my back cause it seems rude and not a true friend or so whateva.. For me if I found that someone lied to me I'll be really really angry.. I rathar them telling infront of me..

I've seen people come to me and be close to me so that in the end they could the thing that they want.. Well they did get what they want.. But Me being a person who is being push around no not again.. No never in my life again.. I've had it with people who change and become a different person or people who change to become better but found out that they are still the same, I had it with rich, snobish, fucking brats.. I had it with people who doesnt need to be help.. Esp those who think that they have done nothing wrong.. Bull shit i tell you.. I had it with everything.. Its better off for me to be a different person meaning by a better person so that I could learn more about life and become more meatured.. I'm gona start a new life where nobody will know my name and could live somewhere far away from here.. Cause to tell you the truth i've had it with people who cakap tak bikin and janji kosong all that crummy stuff...

well gtg... i'll write something more next tym...

-After I'm dead I'd rather people ask why I have no monument than Why i have one-

Cato the elder

merdeka!!!

Heloo again.. well yes merdeka!!.. weepee.. Feels very free and no worrys.. Today was the end of my high school life and also end of all distraction that made me had a bad high school life. To tell you the truth I've been trying so hard to put this act on this face so that no one would knew who I was or what I was.. Am I going to do it again?.. I dont know.. Probably NOT!!.. but it depends on how it goes. One thing for sure you cant perdict the future on how it goins to end or begins. Only god knows. We can only plan and imagine but in the end some of the things that we plan, plans out to be fine but some of them end up being a disaster. So today I finish high school. Hard to describe how I feel.. IS IT BECAUSE THERES NOTHING TO MISS ABOUT!!!..

One thing for sure I'm going to miss things that relater me to my life, things that are memorable and courage me to do something more in life.. For 4 years me being in this school which is called smk bukit jelutong or smkbj my life have been ups and downs but most of it is down.. Do I need to be angry over it I dont know. If I would want to tell anyone on how I feel it doesn't really matter. Cuase nobody cares abit about me or what ever. Well here's the thing another thing that makes me a better person i think is that me being a head prefect for 4 years.. Despite the fact that the school was establish like in 2003 so I was lucky enough to be the pioneer through out my years in this school.. Being a head prefect oh god.. People might think of it as a ticket to success or ticket to fame and popular.. If anyone think of that well get out of my way cause your dead wrong. If a leader who is commited to his or her work it means that fame, popular, richness, or anything else means nothing to them. Only work, the student, the teachers, the school is on his or her mind.. Me, well one thing that I regret was not having time for myself. Maybe is my fault for not doing the things that I want or maybe I was so stuck with my work I didn;t had time for anything. But I cant go on and say to myself that Its my fault. When you hold a position especially a big postition make sure you do it wisely and put your love into it. Cause in the end it pays off..

Books on my table and everywhere else are been kept in a box.. YeePee.. Wow never felt so happy for doing it.. Imagine 4 weeks of exam is like shit and tiring. I also wanted to puke over it.. Sick and tired of this words and definitons.. YUCKY!!!... haha I sound like a girl now..

-remind myself to never do that again!!!!-

Tmrw i'm going out as always.. Well is better to go out rather then staying home... My mum doesnt mind.. this part i like.. Cause my mum and dad gave me the freedom to do whatever i want as long that i dont LANGGAR the law.. hahaha.. Well I got another 4 weeks b4 i head off to somewhere.. Well to tell you the truth I really cant wait.. Waited for a very long time to do something adventures.. Hoping to learn new things and getting new friends.. Hoping to find one that understand me and u know can be a PAL or a mate to me.. no matter a guy or a girl.. well i gtg.. I'll write more tmrw..

SEE YA!!!!

'life is just one damned thing after another'
Elbert Hubbard

eve of merdeka!!..

well.. Let say that while everyone well some of my friends are having a blast.. Cause they just finish their spm, me and others who are taking economics are still sitting for the exam.. Tmrw will be the last paper and of course and yes they will be a huge mega explosive party at my school.. Sum of me and my buds have decided to do sumin amazing and sumin that no one would think of.. We gonna put fire works, hand some of our mates shirt on the flag poll, and write our names in capital letters on a huge wide strecth wall.. Innit the best way to end our school life.. HAHAH...

aNd yes i cant believe that I have time to write my blog.. Well tmrw i sjust paper 1 economics and i think its no biggy.. Todays paper were a bit tough and were abit easy.. But dunno.. It all ends up on a peace of light brownish paper that has these a's. b's or wateve on it.. so we see how it goes.. and ah ha, even so this is lyk the eve of merdeka but still it feels like merdeka already.. Tonight is just like playing around and get serious tmrw.. well gtg.. going starbucks.. hehehe.. haha.. dargh..

the place that i call kampung...

Well.. I live in a place where I call my home sweet home and my kampung to be.. Which is kayangan hieghts.. A place where nobody knows, nobody sees, or nobody would want to know where it is.. It is situated near shah alam, near subang or near kota damansara... I luv this place.. u wanna know y?.. just take a look at the photos.. =)



Well this is view from my room... Behind there, thats my neighbours house.. Basically everytime i wake up i have the sunny, yellow sunshine shine ryte at my face that makes my eyes go blurry.. which is not nice..


Ok this is not during the evening, this is not during rain tym but its during morning tym.. init it lovely.. =p

now this is during evening.. Luv how the clouds combines with scenary...perfect..

Well thats it.. basically im not gona show more than that.. Just those three.. Say i luv this place.. Its very unique.. and cant get it anywhere else in K.L. or Shah Alam.. hehehe..

'kenduri doa selamat'

hey hey!!.. Well the other day i wrote sumin that seems was a night b4 the big event.. Well that nught turn out to be great.. Despite the fact that i offered myself to b a waiter and had to help my mum.. But it was worth it.. there sum photos that i taken during the kenduri..

That is a photo wit my neice.. Syahira.. Yes she can sometimes be a pan in the ass.. But i love her.. Remember syira ur uncle here loves u.. *muah*....

Ok.. Well that photo was b4 the kenduri.. And kind of bored really at that tym.. But my neice bug me to take a photo with her.. so i did.. The funny thing that night there were tonez of ppl around my house and it was very hard to find my mum and dad.. Even i cant find my bro or sis.. DARN PEOPLE.. But.. here's the best part.. One of my bro came back from london.. And its about time he came back.. so during that night everyone work together.. And its kind of nice to see all my brother and sister working together.. But the horrible part is we had to clear the place up, wash the dishes.. and was so tired that sum of us went crazy.. But what the heck.. The word that i like to use 4 this event is reunited.. reunited with my brothers, sisters and parents.. Hey nobody can buy that.. well.. catch u l8er.. i'll write more inthe future.. bye...

Fix you - coldplay

Have you ever wonder how music can make a different in life or how it can make someone feel so attach to the song.. Its a miracle how a song can make someone change to become a better person.. Well there's this song that I think its so touching, cool, slow rock and the lyrics well SUPERB!



COLDPLAY on there latest new album X&Y gives a more sence of believe in me.. I dont know how other feels.. But if you havent listen to it yet well just say that your missing the fun.. There's this single out a couple month ago.. hold on! last year if i'm not mistaken theres this single called fix you.. Its so meaingful that you wouldnt imagine how lovely the song is..


The other day I was watching The OC.. season 2.. episode 23.. It was a very problematic episode and misserable aswell.. But at the end of the show.. They put this song on and it really match with the episode.. If you have time or have the The OC season 2 lying anywhere in your house go watch it.. Again.. The single by COLDPLAY - FIX YOU.. is one of hell kind of song that i think no one can done it better than them..